PINKY ALTAR TIMOTHY

28/10/10

2010-10-28T11:40:00.002+08:00

Month End Oct!! super busy day for my department and accs department, everyone chioning for registration, luckily i finish almost every checking yesterday. Finally i am going to be stress free:) i am grateful to their family and hope we can soldering well with them:)

so happy with what i have now:) even though i dun have much money but i am happy with the current status rather than everyone stressing abt poker!! ah bui is much happier now too.

HI EVERYONE I AM SETTING UP MY OWN BLOGSHOP ONLINE AND HOPE YOU GUYS CAN SUPPORT US:)

Audi Ubi OPENING

2010-09-27T16:18:00.014+08:00

UDI OPENING

WE HAVE FUN , WE HAVE JOY,

WE LOTSA FOOD!!

Chocolalics

EBi(Normal only)

Mussel:) delight

The 17 LENG KEE girls with the two BUM guys?

Enjoy the Pictures:)

See what MAMA ho is doing,

POKING AND HUNTING.

The Lion Dancers:)

The WHORECAMING

Its has been quite sometime since my last blog/updates, its means that i am seriously busy with my work:), been with AUdi for 9 month, with the girls here, collabrate together with the team, anthea crystal and terence, even thought is a small department but we plays a big roles in the company:) production and financing.

I always thought that company would have politics and back stabbers, and when it come to reward, peoples tend to get bosses attention, but over here, is totally different!!

they give you chances to proved whether are you a cabable person the valued to the company, if you do, you would be handling the job:)

but

something happen recently,this girl come into my life.

updated again

suffocated

2010-05-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

SHIT all the excused that has given by YOU!!!!!!! After 2 year of duration now you are exposing your unhappiness??????? Ever since that FUCKER has step into the pictures i never been good.. as simple as ABC, i seriously DUN KNOW what i have offened you ar whatever shit i have done this is not the way of phrasing you sentence!!!!! Why are you putting yourself in a deep shit with HIM??? not because of me!!! it just someone nagging at your ears and tell you what should you do and what should you say. i cannot please you to like me, if fact i never wanted you guys to like me. you can dislike me but please spare a thought for HIM.. Ever since you remarriage HE had be suffering in his heart.. he has lost his Motherly love and yet you want to minimise the little closeness with him?? think about it.. u had totally change to another person alright. shameful shameless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i would thought my children to be like YOU. i just simply hate the way you behave.. moron..

indemity, when can i get a house myself????? how long can my suffocated life end????
i am ot happy at all!!! maybe i nv been happy..
i just hate the way i am being bought up..
i hope i could bought up a little, just a little more different. and maybe things will be better.. and maybe that accident..
after all i still have to survive myself.. no matter what i have to decide what should do..
life is so difficult..
life will never be easy...

this is the second time

2010-04-19T18:36:00.002+08:00

Yes, i am super emotional, that is why i always keep my secret to myself and not telling others even my bf.. no matter how i expressed myself he will not feel the same way as me.. i dunno should this relationship continue or stop? y am i saying this, because i felt that he is not happy being with me or rather should i phrase it as no matter what i done he will never feel satisfy. from the way i dress and the way i think.. he always say i am really childish.. i change alot since i am together with him.. regardless from the word to the sentences i always think before i say out. trying hard to make his family loved me as their daughter but they just couldn't accept me till now.. i feel awkward whenever i go his house.. i just want to accompany him that all.. is that so difficult?? i dunno seriously dunno.. i am super confused about what i am doing.. too contradicting.. and too much contribution invloved.. i cherish too much and definitely is hard to let go.. everytime he yell i am just like a mouse.. so am i an follower?? i am not sure anymore.. i dunno who to talk to , and who to say to!! i just simply have to keep it to myself... who will ever understand the situation i am facing now? if one day i give up, i got nothing and i have to start all over again.. you know i couldnt let go, but will you understand my feeling??

can your parent loved me more than hate me?

Audi mania

2010-03-25T09:28:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUDI TEY

THE HOTTEST MUM MUM IN AUDI:)

28022010

i know that is extremely overdue, lols, this means that i am hunt over my workload!!

At this special day, we went to great world city to bought a special gift to judi,

Me Debbie and crystal went there for lunch, happened to pass by Charles and Keith

so we ended up patronizing the store for almost 45 min.

i bought a pairs of heel and Deb bought 3!!

she is so into heels man can.

lovely heel from C & K.

ENJOY THE LOVELY PICTURES

From Left to right.
Anthea, Deb, Judi, Pinky, Crystal.
Audi lovely girls
we are chio bu!

Terence, Judi, Jason

Audi Not Bad looking man

Another shot!
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Lovely cake form Sweet Sercet
Mango tango

I have more overdue photo up upload from zouk!
Crazy Moment!
Keep on updating.
cool shit.
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He is booking out tmr.
super duper happy.
lovey baby.

The Day we Spent the Most together

2010-03-15T17:15:00.002+08:00

Lovey Couple:) lols.. yes this sentence refer to me and him la.. anw, it has been aged since we took pictures togther!! Before he enlist into army i always wanted to take pictures with him, but he always say that he took pictures very ugly.. lols.. now for almost 3 month plus he enlist, he start to cherish those pictures and say that he will try to take with me every week when he book out. so sweet of him.. ever since he enlist his temper and attitude stary to change for better, i relly feel gald that i met him. Even thought there might be some problematics issue between me and their family but over all i will only be with him for my next half of my life. and not their family.
i still have the feeling that they still look down on me, but is okie, time will matter and proved everything single shit. of course i am tremendously sad but what can i do? i cant stop them from thinking this way right. I believed that god is fair. if you work hard for it, you will definitely gains something from it. who knows next time i will be a millionaire?? and let see how different are they going to look at me. i am a strong women whose has a very strong determination.

i just love him so much

handsome and beautiful girl

shuai ge and mei nu!!

Tim&Pinky
101007

lack of updating

2010-03-12T10:32:00.006+08:00

It has been a really busy week for me, finally i have a little spare time for myself. lols, anw i am at office now but there are nothing much for me to do as today is fri. Firstly should i emphasize on Jack Neo Movie - Being Human. Before the scandal was out i already knew the affair between wendy chong and jack's. WHY? main reason was wendy was my colleague during my school day time in profile dental. yes extremely coincident, i didnt expect she will turn up to be like this, WENDY CHONG, she is a very naive girl who can easy believed anyone even he/she neither a celebrity. Her guts and determination towards achieving her goal will not retain whether the news is how many day headlines and how people look of thought about her. SHE IS DARING!! and she will not let others forfeited her dreams neither. This is why she is infamous now. Maybe people knows her as a breaking up people family or whatsoever, but do you think she will give up easily? i can tell with me conscience - that she wont!! Singaporean say that she is a model? or herself say she is a model? lols, come on, if anyone appears in the newspaper or news what else can they say to value their self? she couldn't be saying that she is a dental assistant and she had an affairs with jack for two years? who will believed that jack actually went to dental for an appointment and met her? public will assume that he is blind and she is cheap. FREELANCE MODEL is just a nice and presentable phrase for people who suddenly/accidentally become famous/infamous. Therefore, people will think that at least jack is not finding anyone out the street but someone who actually have the status to be with. " NOW, people will start to gossip around why am i badmouthing or say thing nasty about her, because i hope she changes". A nice and adorable girl like her once appears in my life before. i hope she realised how much trouble she have create to herself and jack's family. if she doesnt, wish her all the best in her rest of her life! maybe she can considered migrating to other country for a short stay, because Singaporean tends to forget things easily BUT, if your characteristic,attitude, mindset and they way you handle things you will not be able to step into entertainment industry anymore. i could foresee what is going to happen if you think that this is the right way to handle things. good luck!

She used to be a really cubby girl but her life took a big change in 2008.
see her pictures.

If you guys are interested about knowing why suddenly she will become from a naive gal to a girl which has a big daring heart, you should visit the website below:

http://news.asiaone.com/News/Mailbox/Story/A1Story20080115-45142.html

Eventually, i went to support Jack's Firms is mainly because he is the best firms maker in Singapore and i still remember when i am young and my mum will always say, " Mei faster finish your dinner if you want to watch "gao xiao xin dong" later you better finished up your food before 8pm, this is the first time i watch liang po po and J team.

so subsequently, i will definitely supported his firms, but to be more clearer, i will only supported his firms and not him. to be true, he has to think about what sort of things he had done to his family and his fans. i believed he is regretting now for not letting Wendy to attended the premium, which cause so much trouble for his. if he does i believed this scandal will still remain unknown. Jack, you make the wrong choice. but whatever it is now, the scandal is review, and has been the 5th day headlines. the most outstanding headlines for the month. i am sure Jack will be able to pursue his career in the near future, as for now i hope that you should go for a cosigning at the moment.

wish you all the best!

AND

please cherish your wife(Mdm kng). you will never know how a women felt when she know her man is flirting or having an affairs outside.

NON OF THE WORDS CAN DESCIBLE/EXPRESSED HER FEELING.

i hope that you all guilty and know!!

The Show

Being Human

Max (Mark Lee) is a hardworking but unscrupulous employee for a mildly successful slimming centre Natural Beauty. In his efforts to increase company profits, Max decides to purchase supplies from a counterfeit brand. When he was found out, Max was fired. In his retaliation, Max decides to open a rival company Max Beauty, using the same counterfeit beauty products and imported slimming pills. Max's conscience (played by Taiwanese celebrity Nono) appears to advise him against these actions but is duly ignored. Max will eventually realize that what comes around, goes around and what it means to Being Human Being.

Rated: 3.2/5

And on 10032010 Wednesday the same day of me and my darling anniversary, i went to the permium of Kidnapper at vivo city.

Debbie got us the tickets whih included Anthea, Crystal and me. Actuallu Angela and judi supposed to go with us but ended up they are packed with their own stuff.

In my whole entire life i will never suit those really Atas people premium events, but after attending the events i felt that i have to change my lifestyle now. firstly i have to LOSEWEIGHT, secondly i have to upgrade myself so i will be seem in a more valuable player/person in others eyes. So i hav decided to head to gym for 2 hours of workout twice in a week for the time being, and of course if the result turn out to be what i have initally planned for i hope that my determination will lasted. because as those regular reader can see i always say i want to lose weight but in the end my determination always dint last for a week!! but this time round i am really determine to do it cos my colleague will also help me with that, three month later which is june i will posts my current photo to let you guys see do i have a change for it.

My plans will start on 15032010 and will weight in at 15062010.!!!

Kidnapper

Starring Singapores number-one leading man Christopher Lee as Lim the taxi-driver, Kidnapper tells the story of a father who defies all odds and moves heaven and earth to rescue his kidnapped son. In the process, he gives up everything in his life to raise the ransom, only to discover that the nefarious kidnapper wants even more money. Unable to raise the second ransom, Lim descends into madness as grief and self-doubt overwhelms him. His own morals are threatened when he flirts with the dark side in a desperate attempt to get his son back.

Rated: 3/5

PinkyKatheloves.

2010-02-24T13:36:00.008+08:00

Karen & Adam Wedding dinner at Fullerton.
It held on 19 Dec 2009:
My 21st Birthday.

A very grand dinner:) one word to describe it AWESOME!!
More Pictures to be updated in facebook:)

23 Feb 2010, Audi Singapore dinner at Sze Chuan Court, Swissotel. First time went for company dinner, luckily i wasnt post to some table which i dont even know who are them. the food was not really fantantise, the first 2 dished was still fine but the rest was like.. lols..
had a few glass of wine and i start to get a little tipsy!! hope that i didnt do anything funny during the dinner, crystal sent me home and she said that i was puking in the cabby. damn.
this is bad. i reached home and KO.
automatically i woke up at 7am, and my head was spinning/bursting. drag myself to the bathe room and drag myself to work. couldnt even think straight so i apply for half day leave.
what a nightmare. i swear i wont have wine for the moment. and guess what i have two bottle at home waiting for me to open.lols.
office work is getting ore and more. and i have make alot of mistake throughout it. i will work hard definitely. cos people can do it i will be able to do it too. cos we are human. furthermore, i have been searching for some course to upgrade myself cos i guess i have to.in order to patronizing my workload and study i will have to re-arrange my timetable. and pray hard this year 2010 will be a good year for me:)

i am meeting babyboy tmr at 6 am in Pasir ris.
gonna sleep early:)

bye.

More to upload for Audi Singapore Dinner.

2010-02-18T18:01:00.002+08:00

Marina Barrage

An Awesome place can! i am going there on sat for my entire life with baby!!

first time in 3 yrs we went picnic/fly kite/sunset together.. i am so looking forward at it, see today is only thurs and i am planning what should i bring for our lunch dinner and high tea. it will be boring if there were only two of us. guess will drag andy and doeven along man. whoowhoo.. chinese new year mood hasnt been throw yet, somemore my office is as slient as empty space. still have alot of staff not back yet.. haha.. next mon everything will back to normal again. since starting working here i grow a little. not in size but in mind. even thought i am the youngest among them i could fit into their conversation and they are talking topic which i sense that it will help me next time. business time will help i guess now.. stable job with smart mindset? lols. it seem that i could have better life. it not easy man. should discuss with baby first, not no point, he wont want me to take any risk anw. spinning ..

seriously i have had bad stomach cramp today, no appetite. i feel so sleepy.

heading home soon.

signing off.

call me, bitch!!

HOUSE WARMING:)

2010-02-13T09:17:00.002+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEARS EVE!!!
Yesterday we had a little quarrel on silly thingy again. this is not the first time anw, i guess that is okie for couple to quarrel for sometime but not that exaggerated shouting over the phone and stuff. definitely is amalgam alrite, somemore i am in the office and shouting to each other over the phone. oh my god. i swear this will be the last time already. if such incident happened again i shall not ON" my bloody phone for the sake of the consequence!!

In the end i went over to his new place at pasir ris too. their house theme colour is quite contrast, not really fondants but some how it give a really closy feel. the house was rated 3.5/5*** if i have the ability to buy a house, i will design my own house, eventually, i have planned for sometime!! all matters is just time.
we went summer breeze after unpacked all his stuff, i shall say that is a totally unpresent experiences!! damn. he order a plated of chicken chop and i order a plate of sambal noodles, in the end the chicken arrived our drink arrived and i have pestered for my noodles for more than half an hour, in the end they still didnt served!!! fuck the management can, what kind of service is that man. really suck. i guess they have totally forgetten what i have ordered already, i share a little with baby, wedges is nice. sotong ball oso nice, haha after eating the side dishes i am half full already. i couldnt even finish my beer lo. haha..he send me home and head to loyang for his usual game. ** if people have consistently reading my blog i guess you should know what am i refering to**!! he reached home at 330am, and he woke me up. bloodly hell. i have to work later at 9am can.. he ask me to took a cab to work and i reached here with nobody is in at 845am. i really dunno why am i here at this timing? nobody is buying car today cos is chinese new year eve lo. damn. waste my time. but no choice i have to work. this is the management policies man. if around 11am nobody is coming i will leave already. baby is sleeping like a small baby. love him so much.. alrite i guess have to start working if not.. whose know man.. but i am L.A.Z.Y!!!

Anniversay, valentine day, happy new year

2010-02-10T12:06:00.006+08:00

Hello people, since ah mei concert i have blog for a few day!! i'm so sorry:)
anw today is 10022010, A day which give me memories of my anniversary:)
he is in camp now while usually we will go town for a good lunch/dinner, but..
anw, he will be coming out on fri afternoon:) and book in only at tue yeah.. haha
so happy can.. but sad thingy is that i have to work on sat..
oh man new year eve lei, still have to work! shit.

see this coming sun is oso valentine day right? i have a little susprise for him!!
guess what, i book a take at Swissotel Merchant Court, Blue Pototas oh man is lovely
can..

Swissotel Merchant Court

Lovey:)

AH MEI concert

2010-02-01T15:22:00.016+08:00

Yeah.. Everybody.. The Above are all Ah Mei concert..

coolshit.

Her voice was so power that night can..

WORTH the money.

i started to love her much already..

anw she will be coming again and this time round..

i will wan to sit the front seats.

hahaha..

Nothing much during the weekend..

half day work at Audi,

head to far east plaza for a short shopping with debbie and crystal..

and

i saw chloe.

guess she is heading to work at dfs.

cabby home, cos have to

bathe and packed stuffs..

meet linyi and esther at jurong east..

head to cityhall for a quick shop.

cabb to kallang indoor stadium..

the whole concert last for 3 hour..

ah mei sang no-stop and ahe is awesome..

powerful rocking voice and tender voice..

she is hilarious too..

the whole indoor stadium just watch her all the way till the end..

opps..

not enough entertain??

hmmm..

i took a cab from like 1km away from the stadium

went to vie bar for a drk with baby and doeven..

bill end up to be $132..

head home and K.O

movie at tampines mall with him at noon.

Hachiko: THE STORY OF A DOG

Super touching show.

few packet of tissues is not enough can!!

I missed the photo shot with Hachiko at Shibuya.

SHIT.

nvm, i am going back to JAPAN:)

some funny pictures last year

2010-01-25T22:06:00.014+08:00

some pictures from last year.

wedding dinner

2010-01-24T22:46:00.005+08:00

Yesterday my cousin wedding at marine mandarin

the food was SO SO only.. the very normal chinese foods..

anw is just another gathering for our relatives..

we always have so many thing to talk etc,

work, life and when are we getting married??

haha.. so many thing la..

after dinner i went to his house:)

is like finally i saw him, less than 24 hr again he have to

book in.. shit to hell

i have to wait till next sat to see him again..

i guess i will miss him like hell..

i promise i will promise what i have promise..

i will.

i hope i will make it.

baby u wait.

love u so much baby.

last day of the working week

2010-01-22T10:52:00.005+08:00

typically i have been working hard for this week and making my effort to work

really hard, despite without any experience i am trying hard to understand AUDI company

working system. An environment together with fun colleagues i hope so.. anw i am

a newbie here, and everyone here still not so bad.. see coming to an hysterically places

and trying to fit into the group of new people wasnt that easy alright. i see alot of

different people here.. bitches, quiet, hilarious, fun, fierce, introvert and many others

in the sales distribution side..

many have their chromatics charisma behavior, beside that i realised that i am having

a fussy time in the last year.. nothing beat the toughest.. i guess i have to go back and

contiune my work.. if not i have to stay up late again..

weekend tmr..loves:)

he kinda confinement for smoking which he knows that he shouldnt Bcos doctor say so..

in the end this man go all the way to the smoking area for a stick of cigarette.. here the

officer join along and he kinda caught.. what a dumb ass.. lols..

anw he is booking out tmr and it means that i will be going over his place only tmr.

sick.. i have to faced the same old thingy again.. lunch with his mum on sun..

hopeully everything will be smooth.. no bunky bunky please..

friday night.. any where to hang out?

exhausted

2010-01-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

Today saw crystal at chinese garden.. coincidentally.. reached work place at around 845..
had my breadfast.. the moment the clock click to 9am.. my hand doesnt stop for a second..
..
have to bath now.. updated later..

Mon blue

2010-01-11T15:58:00.004+08:00

A place i wanted to go for long.

last day in the week

2010-01-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

Account position really make me headache.. shit man.. so many number and stuff..
finally i have finished all the invoice purchase and delivery order.. stressed man..
luckily is 5 day work and tnr i am off sun wedding dinner and later going nigel place..
so long never see taby already.. hahah kinda miss her sia.. anw.. i meeting naz this
coming sat at PR chalet.. too long nv see him already.. hahaha..

i have lotsa photo to upload can.. but my labby spoil sia.. shit.. thanks pete for the help
for the voluntarily:) guess i will buy him lunch or dinner.. this new year was really
quite packed.. beside working i have to go for meeting and attend wedding dinner
company dinner.. have to go for ah mei concert.. i forget which date is that already..
hofufully it wont crash man..

holiday mood is coming.. i want go hongkong.. and i might be able to go since
there is a job training coming soon.. hee.. haha..
alright shall stop here cos ending work soon.

2010-01-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

HAI PAI TIAN XIN

office

2010-01-04T14:11:00.002+08:00

currently at office doing account for the company, okay.. with the standard i have
now guess is too harsh. seem like i am fortunate enough to meet someone nice:)
company is about 4 storey high.. 15 people in the company excluding the one in JB..
i am not sure how many people are there working for the company but guess that
it consider quite a middle range size.. environment still noot bad.. people here..
i still haven socialise haha.. soon soon.. have to get back to work already.. i feel so
tired now..

New Year Resolution

2010-01-03T23:20:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

hi, reader, i just gone back from his place and it means that he had just book in!!
bad environment for me again.. i have pictures to upload since i am at his place for
4 days straight.. eh.. nothing much happen during this 4 day but amazingly i had a
surprised from him on wed:) he well planned on Tuesday when we are hanging on the
phone.. see i mention earlier that his roommates and him had confinement due to
making fun in his camp mates so according to the army rules and regulation he is
supposed to stay in till Friday afternoon. But, his officer had some dinner going on
during the new year so they will be stay in for the coming week. i am blind knowing
that can. he secretly book out and secretly give me surprised!! he came all the way from
PR to find me.. this is what i have been doing for the past two year!! haha.. i am really touched
alright.. even thought he came but i still have to go to his place man.. he doesnt like
to stay at my place coz he doesnt feel comfortable about it. haha.
guess he had a long journey and he wake up early that day, eventually he doze off
straight without entertaining his programme.
we went town the next day to search for Doeven belated birthday present..
at the same day we went to east coast park and had dinner with his mum.. they came
from Holland.. me and baby had mussel and doeven had pork rib. we had 3 Heineken
pint for each and the bill end up to be $297.. shocked man.. anw is on his mum
house.. too embarrasses for his mum treat!!! we will make up for it another day..
cabby home after the count down session.. we book a cab and while waiting we saw
mark.. he was with his gf.. so coincident.. chatted over at baby place and he went over
to doeven place chilled till 5am.. haha guess he is a little drunk already.. touchy touchy..
we host poker game for the next conservative day..
went to his mum place for lunch, supposed to meet at 1pm and we reached at 230pm.
okay, i know is damned late. shit.. apologised and started our meal.
yummy yummy.. reached his place at 5pm.. usual stuff.. he polished his boots
do some exercise and he changed to prepare for his book in..
we had mac for dinner and his passed me 20 dollars to took a cab back.. smile..
happy gal.. unpacked and surfing the net..
we just hang off the phone..
see you on Friday baby/hubby..

he dad had wedding on Sunday.. is a remarriage..
my expression show sympathy .. at his dad shoe i will feel that he need a partner at his age..
at his mum shoe i feel pity for her.. it show how unbalance my baby is facing now..
i hope i could help him and take good care of him right now.. is very difficult for me
to expressed this whole damn shit to anyone.. just hope that everything will be smoothly.

2009-12-30T13:23:00.002+08:00

A flower, sometimes known as a bloom or blossom, is the reproductive structure found in flowering plants (plants of the division Magnoliophyta, also called angiosperms).
The biological function of a flower is to mediate the union of male sperm with female
ovum in order to produce seeds. The process begins with pollination, is followed by fertilization, leading to the formation and dispersal of the seeds. For the higher plants,
seeds are the next generation, and serve as the primary means by which individuals of a species are dispersed across the landscape.
The grouping of flowers on a plant is called the inflorescence.
In addition to serving as the reproductive organs of flowering plants, flowers have long been admired and used by humans, mainly to beautify their environment but also as a source of food.

Blossom make you feel happy when you faced obstacles in your live, beside the
scent and aroma circulating around your area, the pressure will slowly becoming
part of you life , becoming a natural perfume.

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Army boy is booking out from their camp already, my baby is doing training with his
confinement bud mate, this is damn sick, seeing everyone leaving the camp and you
realised how stupid you are doing such things! see, now you know the life outside
is much more precious right. stereotyping!!
anw i am in the office when he called me, i leaving the office soon to meet one client
and i can call a day off already. short day for me. haven decide where shall mi go later
.. shopping? i dont know.. feel like getting some working clothing.
alright shall packed and moved.

TOO bored

2009-12-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

Just hang off the phone with baby, starting to miss him already!
guess what our conversation is like.
first i know that he kinda confinement and have to stay in over pulua
for one day, second i know that the officer will released them for their new year
break on WED! but he only can book out on FRI! this is ridiculous.
it means that the confinement is 2 day can. stupid him. see now i have
to wait for another two day before seeing him. ass.
suddenly i feel a little lonely being alone at home. shit.
haha.. no worry my AUDi work is starting soon.
School is getting nearer too.
and NEW YEAR IS AHEAD:)

YOUTUBING.

with LOVE

2009-12-28T13:26:00.014+08:00

HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS

25 Dec 2009

A special day for everyone

let start with the routine for the day.

dinner settle at somerset @ 313

he bought me a ring for my belated birthday and a jacket from

NEWLOOK for my Christmas present:)

yahoo!!

meet doeven at flash and splash

saw his camp mate joshua with his gf.

walk around cine and cabby home.

meet dusk for a drink and he went poker session with dusk

at loyang.

win 40 bucks, dusk win 90 bucks

reach home at 5am.

supposed to go morning jogging but he is tired.

slp till 6pm.

poker session is on the previous day as demand is on.

for two week i didnt touch poker card already,

becoming back a dealer is quite fun anw.

the game last about 6 hours.

shall see u guys next week:)

we had breakfast together before we sleep,

as usual MAC DELIVERY

big breakfast for both added sausage and hush brown.

so filling, yummy yummy.

i received a call from my employer which i went interview

the previous time.

AUDI PTE LTD

A car company.

the human resource Mdm Siah called:)

A big surprised!!

the call came in around 12pm.

i woke up with the voice platted.

so embarrassing can.

Mon 6 pm at Jurong port Rd

i wanted an interview with you. see ya.

smile.

wish me good luck later:)

The next day we went Toa Payoh to fortunate

restaurant for Dim Sum

the food wasnt as tasty as we thought

SO SO only

but the ambiance was very 80s

very old school feel. baby love the environment alot.

so we had century egg congee

orange juice, chinese tea, feng zhao, hunk gar,

steam chicken, sotong, duck, prawns, xiao long bao

etc..

i almost puke after finishing plated and plated of Dim Sum.

but guess how how is the total bill!!

it end up

$84.75

WHOO..

I GOT BIG SHOCK.

Their Pay day man.

RS: (Please take note that when you go into a restaurant

and realised that this is our first time, do ask how much before

ordering the food if not you will be their PAY day)

HAHA.

Baby drive his Mum home and we head to PR.

reached home at 3pm.

He Start to packed his army stuffs and polished his boots

I lie on the bed and started to feel a little

drowzy, guess i ate too much alr..

The show plaed on Sunday was quite entertaining.

channel 19 SCV

Ghost Rider

even thought i finished watching the last night but i

still tempted to watch again.

in another words SCV always repeated the movie.

Is about time to leave the house as he had to report

at 930pm.

we left the house at around 8pm.

took bus to PR interchange.

meet joshua and his gf at KFC for dinner.

guess who who saw?

HERWAN

it has ben a long time since we met.

i think he slim down but baby say he doesnt.

We have a long talk and time is flying damn fast.

it time to report.

He had confinment the next week end

stupid baby make fun of his camp mate.

i warning you please be a good boy inside can.

LOVE YOU.

21st birthday

2009-12-20T21:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME:)

Baby book out yesterday:) awesome day for me .. i had been waiting for so long
can!! finally i meet him. he become darker and stronger. fitter and fatter.. haha
anw, i still love you. me home sick. super hme sick. i miss those day we spend
the time together. i couldnt express my feeling and emotional at this point of time
thurs coming.. hee.. awaiting for him to book out..

photo will upload soon.

congrats karen melissa and adam. blossom love.

12 dec at neverland

2009-12-14T21:04:00.004+08:00

first outing with them and this outing was awesome!!!

more photo ib FB..

2009-12-12T13:03:00.002+08:00

finally i moved back from PR to BB

is amazing that i actually moved back from his place

which i guess i wouldn't be so determined to do it

this time round.

anw, staying over there wasn't so easy for me can!!

u have alot of consequence to tabe precaution on..

but

i have make up my mind already.

i am not going to stay with him TILL WE BOUGHT A HOUSE.

simplify, it that, i will only go over to his place one a week

when he book out.

i have to stay on my saving plan and quickly attached

my softcopy to goverment.

anixous for a flat soon.

i am all alone at home now using internet and doing some

research.

yest baby went for his enlistment at pulua tekong

45 min journey back and go.

is definitely a tiring for me and him.

he didnt sleep for the night and i guess he is on

pressured.

he told me this before he go army

"baby from now on you have to take good care of yourself"

my tears drop.

i always have to go through this shit.

always.

...

awaiting for his called tonight at 930

...

devilland tonight with sister

...

overdue japan trip pictures

2009-11-28T22:58:00.011+08:00

despite having a hard time working for it, i guess that i have some memorable
pictures in this year to share with. i miss JAPAN..
let enjoy the show.

he is my beloved, that i never leave him.

she is the designer of HEADPORTER!

see how he sleep!!

sound like a pig can.

i want to buy a house at east area soon.

which mean alot of money involved in this project.

i am buying alone and hope the government will grant

me the funds which every first time buyer application for.

subsequently,i have to work triple hard for it.

i believe in two year time i would be applicant for.

i really wanted a house by my own.

i want to be independent.

can u imagine when you have a house decorated by yourself

handle it by your own??

cool rite??

is not that easy, i know.

but..

tis will be my aim to work hard for it.

getting a stable job.

finished my diploma.

have my license

get a house.

lastly set up my own business

my aim my dream.

work hard.

blue day

2009-11-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

congrat limei for fer passing her license!!
anw baby went bali with doeven and left me alone in singapore again
lonely always came across my mind again.. hais.. i seriously hate this feeling
and i wonder how am i going to survive when he went into army..
my feeling come back again.. the way they treat me is always so different
hais..i wouldnt want anything much back from them. just peaceful.
in fact is hard to live with them!! i feel the sensation between us and
u guess what, is always having a hard time when he is not around with me
and i am always there alone suffering myself.. who will care about my feeling
sometime i felt difficulties, and because of his family i have to bear with it.
it not they treat me not good is the way the put it. yes maybe i done not
enough for them and they always think that i done not enough for it.
asking so much for it.sign.. y man y man.. y man ..

i hope things will get better next time when i see them again..
because baby is entering into his army life and i have to go home and stay
yeah.. starting to looking for a full time office job and fulfill my dream
wasting too much time in ite already.. interview on tmr:) yeah.

he is coming back tmr.. i am so exigged.
...
baby i miss u badly.

long posted

2009-11-13T13:47:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday 13th.. and realised that i didnt post for quite sometime already..
i didnt attend school for almost a month and i wonder how am i going to catch
up with the current pace. strange feeling that i gonna waste a lot of time in
my studies for the next one or two year. seriously i am sick and tired of getting'
back to the same old thing again.. needless, i felt that is really pointless for me
to continue as i am freaking out.. seeing all my friends getting into the right path
and i am still struck in between i feel lost and regretted.most of the time i
wish time would stop for me but each day just passes like wind. now i am struck
in between in the reality. i hope i didnt make any wrong choice. i hope.

contradistinctive

2009-10-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

it is such a contradistinctive question to me. i am so confused of what
i have done in my life. he came into my life and some how distracted me
a little in my relationship. yes. we knew each other for many year and
finally we met up. and he is doing so well now. and my mind come along
this question. should i or should i not. typical answer. no reason why should
i not try man.fug. drain.

JAPAN TRIP

2009-10-12T21:56:00.003+08:00

Hey people i am back to singapore already.. whooo... my trip to
japan was awesome!! weather was 14 to 15 degree, imagine with this
cold weather there is still sun alright.. sun will rise at 5am and set at 5am
so i am quite not use to it when i come back to Singapore.
food was awesome too. but the bad thingy was there are only ramen ramen
and ramen, there are rice too but you hardly find them in the street.
mainly one meal will cost around 1500 yen which is around 23 dollar ($)
this is the minimum i will spend there for eating.fucking expensive.
afterall the trip is worth.

let me tell you more in the beginning.

FIRST DAY
arrival - Narita airport at 245pm. bored the flight at 555am, 7 hour flight
we took a cab down to changi airport and check in. feeling super excited
morning flight doesnt have much people so we manage to get check in
just within 5 min. check in oir luggage and have a smoke and head into the
plane. seat was 13C and G, facing the window. and here it goes.

you see we are in Japan and they speak Japanese. i dunno single language
of Japanese but simple word and sentence i still can understand. baby went
to there information counter to ask how to go to our hotel "Sakura Hotel"
we have our source and head down to take the train. first impression
was like Singapore facilities still the best. safety still come first. japan
was totally different. they have proper seating place but their safety
doesnt seem appearing. we take budget skyline. LIMITED EXPRESS
which cost 1000 yen convert to Singapore dollar is 15 dollars. from airport
to the hotel need 15 dollars alright. shit. we change from Nippori station to
lkebukuro station .. lols.. we seriously make our way there.
free packer. hahaha.. smart sio. had a good bathe and head to lkebukuro
street. settle down at a mart called "song wu".ok. they food is nice.
and Lotte around and back to hotel and KO.

SECOND DAY
we went harajuku and search up and down for his porter bag and blue label
alright. people there is super nice. they guide us and we make fren there.
we even took photo with the designer that i bought the bag.. lols..
damn dramatic. hahaha.. in the end we bought 3 bag and one wallet that day
rainy day and we had to stay in hotel. we stay up to watch the japan show
and doze off in a while.

THIRD DAY
we wake up at 12pm.. oh man.. guess we are over exhausted after the flight
weather today was awesome.sun is out and sky are blue. no umbrella needed
man.. we head to the nearest eating place and settle our lunch there..
den we went harajuku again to get the balance stuffs.. lols.. we went to
head porter again and we ask for the designer guidance.. she show us
how to go and where to go so that out trip will be fruitful.. hahaha..
thanks to SANTOKO .. so we went hunting for the place and hunt for
food.. delicious.. den head back to hotel again.

FOURTH DAY
...
update again

i'm back

2009-10-12T13:00:00.002+08:00

JAPAN WEATHER AWESOME

chilled out with babe

2009-10-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

alright today was a happy day for me, FINALLY i managed to meet up with
linyin sheri and a new fren name esther:) two year already and this is the first
time we meet up. glad to heard from them what is happening to them as well
as how they manage to progress:) everyone is like doing very well and i feel
happy for them:) linyin bought a flat at CCK with her fiance. getting married
already lo. sheri is a kindergarden teacher. and my new fren esther having
attachment. and me i wanna finished my higher nitec and progress to a private
i guess.. stop wasting tme already i told myself.. no more wasting time for me
.. so i have to plan.
after japan trip i want to get all this.

1. driving licence
2. my cert
3. save money

sobbing

2009-10-02T11:29:00.003+08:00

sobbing super badly at this timing.why am i sobbing like a donkey???
shouldnt i be happy about it that his truth colour come out??? feeling
ultra upsad about it. not the first time and he did it again. he say he will
control but why this incident keep repeating non-stop?? why keep happening
to me??? why am i always be the one giving in and not you?? i start to asked
myself whether are you the right person for me after we had been so long.
wandering whether could i survive without you. cos i am so use to it that
we had been around me for the year we are together. but i had enough
of all the nonsense and i could take it anymore. it hurt to say or type it out.
you know the pain in me has been long-lasted to become a scar?? the pain
that i gone through you will never understand and feel it. i am scared and
so scared i might lose you oneday and always does what you like and dont
but ended up i had all the shitty stuff back. is this how you treated me?
and this is how i feel isnt it? did you ever asked yourself how well you treated
me and what are the things you had done for me that i could really remember
real hard in my mind? didnt i have the right to say you when i felt that you
are wrong?but am i ended up have this shitty thing?? i am just a women that
is very simple and i dun need you to be committed so much if you couldnt.
o felt like a fool around you alright. i big fool.super big fool. when coming
to family issue, coming to relationship coming to school work and working
I guess i am totally a failure. couldnt i speak up for myself sometime?
speaking up always the big issue for me. communication to me is just a
stupid thing. nonetheless,in my hEart i always hope you will cherish me
more and realised that i am actually i am really a gal that you can spend
the rest of your life with, not only that i am capabilities in both financial
and responsibilities too. i always work hard to the things that i am doing
always have optimistic mindset but you know what i always feel empty and
lonely when i cant turn to anyone. yes, i do have friends around me which
is very supportive but i always wanted to lighten their burden and not adding
on to their burden. there were never be alight. by knowing this concept i
have to work extremely hard to achieve the goal i wanted. this sentence came
along in my mind " nobody will help you when you dont work hard"
" you have to continue walking till you see the light of success" simple as that
when you have the authorities people around you will start to change their
view of you. it mean that i have to work hard for this year and not letting
anyone look down on me anymore. i dun want tis feeling anymore. it hurt
simply take a knife poke inside my heart. come back to the main topic again
remember andy and elaine? yeah. the first time andy lay his hand on elaine?
what you told me is that you will never did it to me no matter how angry
you are! and what you have just done is totally a saint. this is the third time
and you expecting me to behave as before? how you want me to faced you
when you promised me that no matter what you will control yourself?
what is the different between you and me and andy and elaine?? the same
scenario has repeated again and again. sometime i will asked myself whether
are you the mr right for me or because i am staying under this roof with you?
what is the thing that are dragging me back? i need an answers. do you ever
think of oneday if i really leave you because of this and you will regret??
hahaha.. i guess you wont!! and i guess is okay for you to find a person again
right.pinky ar, you cant depend on man anymore and have to stay strong even
you are alone. there is still many thing that you can do in this world. career,
career and career. bring up you living standard and you could met someone
that really appreciate who you are and where you come from. no education
now is okay if you willing to work hard for it and you will succeed. nobody
will take away this thing you have achieve.third time and i had enough.
4 call 1 message and you stop.and this show that how caring you are, most
important thing that i know the percentage that you feel guilty is only 50%
i no longer important to you anymore.and you know typing out make me feel
better in a way i could vent my frustration. you will never know how i feel.
i am always envy when couple sitting together chatting with their friend
or family and you loved one put his hand on your lap showing that i am always
around. when talking and joking with them you will be very supportive and
add on with me. when they ask you about things related to the topic you
will be able to chip in too?? all this little little things added up to become a
big issue. you will always asked me not to talk so much, when i wanted to
give idea you will glance at me, when i say "ah boy also know" your ans will
be " i dont know" ha...ha...ha.. funny right. this is how am i feeling right now
mama has already treated me differently and you know it, but what you have
done for me? i am human being, i am born by parent too, i have feeling too.
nasty word and shitty stuff i never once tell you cos mama dote you alot and
i dun want to give you the impression that your family is treating me differently
i understand this situation better than you. cos you are a person who always
have family care but i dun have. and this is the reason i want someone to be
there for me when i need someone to talk to. if i cant communicate with you
why you need me for?

result

2009-10-01T14:10:00.002+08:00

Higher Nitec First semester is out and i am quite satisfy with the outcome.
despite rushing the very last min revision. the result has been out this morning
at 8am. however babe called me in the afternoon and ask me about my
examination result and you know what i have no idea today school is
releasing. while after i check out, realised that the expectation was still
not the one that i am expecting. well. is alright:) i am happy. at least i can
have a happy trip coming on TUE:) not to worry about the result anymore.

sorry for the lying of not going the trip as i have mu reasons. cos my flight
is very early in the morning and i know you guy sure will have your plan.
you know i love you guys and dun wonder you guys to be waking up bloody
early alright:) you guys know what i mean.

missed the celebration with the usual for flinton birthday celebration.
saw ther recent phot in the facebook posted by babe. they have NEW cliques:)
initially i planned to go down after my interview and baby called me and
said ah gong was not feeling good and straight away i head down to changi
hospital. stay till 10 plus and head to elisa mall to catch my dinner. and i
ate a little only bcoz i dun have appetite. drinking seesion with his family
and suddenly there was a moment i felt the weirdness and awkwardness
between me and their parent. because of the incident that happen recently?
there are always things happen around me and i couldnt bring myself up to
tell anyone cos this is related to me and thei family. definitely is not so nice
saying word that doeant sound so nice to others when they dun even know
them, i feel that this is bad-mouthing. indeed i choosen to put inside my
heart and hoping one day they will understand me. i believe the will and it
is just matter of time. well cut the conversation. let move to more happy
thing. baby is moving house like around 6 month time and their parent is
searching up and down for flat and finally one flat at woodland caught their
eyes they will be viewing it tmr. hopefully everything will be fine. but i still
prefer PR:)

while waiting for him

2009-09-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

super long picture

i happen to saw her at habourfront and

dragging her along when she supposed heading home!

so bad

first time waiting for him at his store when

usually i have to wait outside the store as i

am not their sales coodinator

but

thanks to her

i have this chance to wait for him not alone but with

i branch of friends.

anticipating

2009-09-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

Baby grandfather have to stay i hospital dunno for how many day, poor
grandma have to stay alone for the time being.. which means she have to
wake up super early as to reach the hospital just to accompany ah gong..
i hope that he will get well soon. and everything will be fine.

i shed my tears while watching HEART OF GREED. alright. i admit i am
emotional. just couldnt stand the part where hai keyi proposed to chang
zaixin. how could a person be so nice to a lady so many year??
he has fall for her can. stupid drama series.

off work at 5pm today head to ION pull and bear to collect his jeans cos
he is a lazy bump. lols. he is working and cant wait to see his pant.!!
so means that i have to go down on his behalf o collect that jeans.
alright. is just on the way. stop complaining can PINKYCHUA!!
browsing around wisma and taka a little while when i enter bodyshop again.
i too a little while to look at those product i counted and realised i have
to saved before they can become mine. this is saddening. which means i
am in debt again. i always have not enough to spend and have to borrow
to survive. this is weird. continously 2 year. ever since i start sudying i
couldnt even save a little. guess that my spending power is over my budget.
haix.. why i always have this shit on me? fuck.
BUT..
seeing the bright side of my future guess i wont have to suffer:) this is life
pinky!! you have to get through the process and run through it. always
have the tougest first before the sweetest.. i am waiting:) i know i could
make it through this time round. be optimitic. better life will come
along.

2 more day result will be release and this time round i am not excited at all
dunno why. maybe nobody will share the joy with me as before already.
being strong and wanted for perfections is always my motivation.
but when i heard negative comment about me. i feel sad.. my personality
might ruin myself when i didnt realised that people need to me low profile
at time. but this is super hypocrite can. facing your circle and doing this
i feel so unpresent. and this is me. shit. what has happen to me?
why the hell am i thinking? this is life. and person recevied undetended
comment. and from here you will than grow up and become a ADULT.
i has to learn. many space to improve.
guess i has learned.
my thought has overwhelming. soon or later i will get depression!!!

GOOD NEWS
DFS called and asked me for second interview again. this time round i
hope i can get through. wish me all the best.

off for 4 days and i have started to packed my luggage
over the four day i have many interview. hace to dig out my formal wear
gyming session will be on too
cooking session will be on too
going home tomorrow

A memories of him to me. peace

2009-09-28T00:42:00.004+08:00

Edited

internet connection is always so bad this timing. why? course people like me
have nothing to do and check out lamness of shit.laughs. which means i am
saying this to myself. i am trying hard to upload pictures of mcron as
today is his one year anniversary. blessing is my way of expressing myself.
rest in peace.

we always missed the day we have fun joy and laughter together whenever
we have time. i missed you friend!!

contiune tomorrow because the internet is lagging and is pissing me off.

day after day

2009-09-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

recently many things happen to me.. and it affected me somehow.. it hurt
when you see your close family around treat you differently.. words doesnt
help to express as much as i wanted to say.. even thought i know i am suffering
but i choose to keep it in my heart.. pending this wont happen again.. i really
hope one day they will know my wills and showing the real side of being
self-treated.. no sympathy needed at all!! neither dont feel empathy!! i know
they have problems with the family too. as part of their family next time i need
to be more considerate and showing participating effort.. my life wont change
because i have been in this kind of position. i need to stay stronger. and
focus on what i have plan eariler. give me just a few year and i will get my
life better. determination is high morale is what i need now. without it.
i'll just to tell myself keep on going, he will be dare for me whenever i need him.

HE SAY:
baby you know i love you and wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.
and you know this will definitely happen. just give me a few year and we
will settle down soon:) alright. ILU.

8 MORE DAY AND I AM FLYING OFF.

suddenly i miss the day with babe and fren.
you guys have not been contacting me alright..
and i dunno what the hell you guys are busy at?

back from work

2009-09-19T15:12:00.002+08:00

i am exhuasted yet i still have to work. why am i living in the money
minded world? seriously i am sick and tired of all this nonsense..
what happen to me? fuck.. burden is making me out of breath. i need a break
anyway my life has always been up side down. from the time i was attached
till now i have been living with different kind of people!! why am i living
in probia? why cant i just be myself when they are around? simply difficult.
no matter i still love them as my family and for the sake of baby.
i will love them like i love my family:)
eventually they treat me quite good:) cook for me and stuffs.
i am still a fortunate girl compared to others.

quarrelsome early in the morning with him..
* you know this whole week i am not happy at all? and you know why
am i making it such a big fuss toward you? cos you dun have a limit for
yourself. i simply hate people just love you but not showing any
commitment. you understand? i hope you will. maybe you might think
that i am over controllable but use you brain to think whether am i
a person where by you does thing i did go beyond the alight?*
*sorry baby i understand that you are alot for me. but i am just enjoying
a little myself after the examination. couldnt mi? i know that recently i
have neglected you but i promise i will made it up for you during the japan
trip alright. i promise. baby i love you. and no doubt on it.*

i shall believed you once.

...

having a bad face day pimples attacking me like nobody business.
shit.. facial please. i gonna have a nap.
bye.

another night

2009-09-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

Skipped work today!!omg.. baby fall sick and i bring him go see doctor
~~* see la everyday poker!! skipped meal and have gastric!! stupid boy*~~
I still love you la even thought you went poker session and left me alone at
home.. now i am addicted to facebook poker!!
* anw you wait till i become a professional and master the tactics of poker
i will join you :) you wait huh*
feeling so reluctant to go work as my japan mood is getting nearer and nearer
but guess what something trouble me again. yest went home and he ask me
for favour again. i hate it. but i dont have a choice neither.
i am getting more and more restless each day!! when will i lighten my burden
on my shoulder. is there only a way to get more chips? fug..
i will soon become a workaholic..
indeed i need some rest and serious a good one. sign

yest i didnt came online cos reached home quite late already. susprised was
baby was at home yest waiting for me to come back. sweet:)
i have a wonderful sleep yest night and at least someone is beside me:)
guess that he ate something wrong or didnt eat much the day before and
ended up having gastric.. sudden awake in the morning and scared me off.
bring him to doctor in the morning and doctor say that too much air inside
the stomach due to??
~~NOT ENOUGH REST AND NOT ENOUGH INTAKE OF FOOD!~~
see i told you to eat regularly right. ended up spending money for medicine.
AND he is off to poker session again! omg.. procrastinating.
how to have relationship and poker balance?? anyone source for the answer.
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skeptical mindset. for the past week day i have been thinking what i should
and plan my schedule well enough to do my best in the next semester.

should i quit my current job and find a better offer?
i have to renew my driving license
save a little money for my coming 21st birthday
gym regularly as baby sister wedding is coming

i love holidays cos i can spend more time with him but i hate holiday cos i spend most of my time at home doing nothing and ended up becoming lazy. i'm not libeling just feel a little lost at time.getting punching up and becoming a little tend.

too much FOOD

2009-09-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

Persistently i have been eating non-stop like a barbarian.. guess that i need
to burn some fat.. i need to head to the gym as soon as possible. which i have
been skipping and delay the gym session with KW. poor KW have to skip gym
too. sorry bro. but i promises we will go gym this week.:)

baby head to work today without sleeping at all. ~~should i pity him or should~~
~~i say he served it?~~ oh man.. so harsh word. hahaha.. anyway..
i didnt sleep much too. sudden awake by instant react when i turn to my
right or left i couldnt feel him beside me and make a urgent call. he is still
outside.. i'm worries. and i mean it. he rush home after i called him.
at least he know what he is doing. :)

head to work with joy today cos i only work for a few hour.
had mac for breakfast:)
sausage for lunch:)
dessert for tea time with limei mum:) thanks for the treat:)
My mussel guy with baby for dinner:)
look how much food i intake today!!
TMR I AM GOING TO GYM I SWEAR.

another night

2009-09-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

Today is the fifth night.. i am staying in this 4 face room alone again.
i never felt the worst from the start. i feel miserable each day. my tears
doesnt seem to stop. i miss you. and hope you understand everything i
done for you is for the sake of you. this feeling suck!! hate it.
for the first time i drink like nobody business. i found the happiness in my
drunk world. i feel so happy here. much more happier and facing the
reality. you know how i feel? you know what i wan? nope, u doesnt know.
you never ask me before. and i guess you doesnt care much of my feeling
too. i am sad.. really break down. my fear and tear couldnt get rid off.
totally.

FOR YOU

2009-09-14T22:56:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU
TIMOTHY

A STARRY NIGHT

2009-09-14T22:47:00.002+08:00

NEW DRAMA SERIES

ONLY MESSAGE

2009-09-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

THE ONLY MESSAGE

alone in the house doesnt feel good at all!!

maybe

the things that we does is limited.

and

this is relationship.

i know you love me. and me too.

the problems is i am not spending enough time with you.

can you spare a little more of you time for me?

...

i am asking too much i guess.

anw

everyday i will see you

before i sleep

the moment i wake up

and even sometime when i go

washroom in the mid-night.

this is enough.

...

baby you are always in my heart

and

i will never let u go.

and

you will never be replaced.

...

FROM HIM

baby darling,

i never felt for a girl like his before.

and you are the first and only one.

through this life-time.

you are the one and only

person

that i am searching for.

baby

I LOVE YOU<3

...

HE is sweet

...

love you.

OFF day

2009-09-14T22:14:00.003+08:00

supposed to mit KW just for gym seesion!! but i give a miss as i have something

to do. so shall we bring it over on wed??im sorry KW.

off day today and i woke up at 6pm. went down to tampines to get something

and head home. watch the biggest loser and contiune the channel 8 show.

my off day had just past again. just one day and i dunno what i has done to

make my life more meaningful. TV internet? RUIN MY DAY.

alone at home again.. i have lost count of how many times i am sleeping

alone again. nevertheless, my words doesnt seem powerful anymore.

a little sad but speechless. anw. is okay.. life still have to move on.

irregardless of what.

facebook game seem to be a little entertainment to me. lols. back to FB

OVERDUE PICTURE DURING THE GYM

2009-09-13T01:21:00.008+08:00

cliques together at gym:) yahoo

Emotional

2009-09-13T00:22:00.002+08:00

TO: LIMEI

In simple appreciated sentence:
THANKS FOR THE HELP!
Note: You wouldnt know how much you have help with the little blessing.
in word, i am rather poor in express myself i appreciated i am.
but i am thankful to god that i have someone like you by my side.
limei you are always will be the little special friend of mine.

baby when poker session agin and i am left alone at home again.
which mean i am sleeping alone again.
i have lost count of the day i am alone in the empty house and doing my
own stuff till he return. and everytime when he is not around i will
have the temptation to drink! which reflect the bad side of me.
i dunno what has happen in me again. somehow there are things which trouble
m alot. shit. i am always have plently of emotional going around me.
fug!!.. is okay! i will be fine after all.

perharp.. japan trip is getting me out of control. lols.
i just cant wait to get there.

tmr start work at 1 pm..
good night babe..

GYM ON MONDAY?

fussy

2009-09-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

I AM SERIOUSLY FUCK UP.

DON EVER THINK OF THAT WHEN YOU WAN

TO GET THINGS DONE.

IS IMPOSSIBLE.

FUCK UP.

anniversary

2009-09-10T15:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY BABY

TIMOTHY GOH

Scrolling Browsing.

2009-09-08T22:38:00.003+08:00

Baby i know you are working hard for the goal we

set eariler.

but just wanted to tell you that we are not alone and

i will always be by your side.

word couldnt expressed everything of my

thought.

action will proved louder than words.

ALWAYS HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE.

Exam OVER

2009-09-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

FINALLY exam is over!! Everyone seem to drop a big burden.
enjoy your holiday MY FRIENDS.

during the own journey of preparation, i realised something which i simply
hate it alot.sometime when things started to get important. Do understand
the urgency of what must be put in priority. life is boring.

BEV- alot of mistakes
AFD - AWESOME.

This week schedules
Wed, Fri, Sat, Sun( working spree )
THURS i am heading for a run:)
i have to get back to my old day where i am almost packed with stuffs
everyday.
JAPAN COUNTING DOWN.

ONLY FOR LIMEI

2009-09-05T00:54:00.003+08:00

i saw what you have wrote in your blog and actually wanted to copy and
paste into my blog. but i cant. anw is alright now.
( if people who are interested what is going on, please view limei blog's
first than mine!)

MINE REPLIES:
i never NEVER compared myself to another person or people around you
especially **HER**(you should know who am i refering to). because..
human being need more than one friends and human being need more than
one close friends.. she might be the past and maybe the future.
is really up to you to decide which path you gotta choose and do not regret
the choice you have choosen. if there is a chance out there why not give a
try to get get the *OLD DAY*? you wont lose any of US anyway!!!
but if you feel that being what you are now, can actually make yourself happy,
than be it:) nobody wants a friendship which always have so many thing
to settle or talk about. friends are meant to be a hearing ear, a shoulder to lead,
care what have you been doing and lastly happiness to share. if you couldnt
get this in your peers. do find till you get the belonging:)
i believed you get what i mean. ""WE"" WILL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE.
ESPECIALLY PINKYCHUA:)

i love AIJIA

2009-09-04T01:22:00.001+08:00

SHE IS GORGEOUS

good girl

2009-09-04T00:12:00.005+08:00

Limei was too bored in the library and dunno

where she found her webcam.

AND..

here it goes for the photo shot.

The two beauty..

PINKY AND LIMEI

The Two handsome??

The Usual
Group

sucha GOOD gal today:)

consult Mr Liang regarding CONTROL ACCOUNT. finally i have some idea

what is going on.

TMR will consult MR LIANG for BANK RECON.

FOUR MORE DAY:)

TO LIMEI

just follow your heart. and dun regret it.

i found THIS in surprised:)

2009-09-03T00:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY THREE FRIENDS

interested applicant: visit www.happythreefriends.com

ANYONE wanna watch?

2009-09-02T22:34:00.003+08:00

Should be rated 4/5***

On what should have been a fun-filled day at the races, Nick O'Bannon

has a horrific premonition in which a bizarre sequence of events causes

multiple race cars to crash, sending flaming debris into the stands,

brutally killing his friends and causing the upper deck of the stands to

collapse on him. When he comes out of this grisly nightmare Nick panics,

persuading his girlfriend, Lori, and their friends, Janet and Hunt,

to leave escaping seconds before Nicks frightening vision becomes a

terrible reality. Thinking they've cheated death, the group has a new

lease on life, but unfortunately for Nick and Lori, it is only the beginning.

As his premonitions continue and the crash survivors begin to die

one-by-one-in increasingly gruesome ways-Nick must figure out how

to cheat death once and for all before he, too, reaches his final destination.

The film marks the latest in the highly popular Final Destination series,

and its first 3D installment, giving horror fans an especially visceral thrill ride.

NEED alot of revising

2009-09-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

i am alone at home again.. which means that BF is out for poker game again..
"wish him good luck" and " come home early" later part of the night i will do a
little revise again as i feel that time is totally not enough for me!!
i have to plan before each day. cos i always used up half of my day sleeping!!
that is really very unhealthy.. KW say me: how i can sleep for so long? i dunno
just simply feel so tired each day. shit.. sound like illness man.

anw i will be guai guai.. attend school which i hasnt been going..
too much commitment and hesitation .. need to get back my motivation.
FOUR DAY LEFT. jiayou.

WATCH THIS

2009-09-01T23:05:00.001+08:00

INCREDIBLE

too bORED

2009-09-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

I am so bored NOW!! can you imagine i am supposed to woke up at 8am
in the morning but ended up woke up at 6pm?? holyshit man.. i could
actually sleep so many hour a day.

bye.
i am going to start revising NOW.

WATCH THIS

2009-08-31T15:02:00.002+08:00

GIRLFRIEND FROM HELL

CHLOE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

2009-08-31T13:56:00.008+08:00

Surprising Cake For Her

The people there

Overall the celebration was very successful:)

I want it SO BADLY

2009-08-28T23:29:00.008+08:00

I want this badly
I want this badly

I want this badly

I want this badly
I want this badly
I want this badly

Claymask

Tea tree Black head remover

Seaweed Toner

Seaweed Pore Perfector

Seaweed Mattifying

Seaweed Cleanser.

I want this badly

I want this badly
I want this badly
I want this badly
I want this badly
I want this badly I want this badly I want this badly

OFA done

2009-08-28T16:35:00.002+08:00

Finally OFA exam is done:) The paper was quite ok afterall. certain part of
the question and sentence making me so confused make wasted so much time
on it. damn. luckily i managed to finished the paper and print out all the copy.
...
since OFA is done. i shall concentrate on my AFD and BEV!! both subject need
to contribute alot of effort and time if not "YOU ARE GONNA FAIL THIS EXAM"
...
At he same time, working is another issue for me now .. yaya called and asked
me to come work TMR. which i think that i should go cos i intend to get off on
SUNDAY to revise doubtful question.. hahaha..
...
HOLIDAY is coming and i am so excited.
basically i have alot of event to attend..
looking forward so badly.
...
TMR

CHLOE BIRTHDAY.
HERE IS THE BIRTHDAY SONG:)
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy bithday to chloe.
happy birthday to you.

sigining off.

In LOVE

2009-08-28T16:30:00.001+08:00

A day i never spend before

2009-08-28T01:55:00.003+08:00

LOOK at time timing now!!! i am still awake. the reason why i cant get into
sleep is because i have a heavy dinner with KW and BABE at bugis "TIAN TIAN"
what i can say that we are really big eater. i couldn't believed BABE ate almost
ALL the crab there. and KW keep picking up the MEAT. lols.. anw.. we have
a very wonderful day with the usual excluding (flinton) .. normally i dun wear
school-U to town area as you know typical Singaporean has always giving
stereotyping thinking to ITE student. But.. i still went down with it. and stay
till night. shall we go AGAIN?

I went school today for the sake of my own personal motivation. trouble will
always appear no matter what, but i have talk about it with MISS ANNIE KOH
and THANKS to her good advice which i thinks that is very useful.
THANK YOU MISS KOH.

THANKS LIXIAN
for helping me in AFD.. really appreciated..

THANKS BF(BABY)
for sending KW and BABE to tampines:)

TO BABE
i really cherish as much as you.:)
rest well.

TO PEOPLE WHO TAKE OFA TMR
good luck everyone:) especially to UQ0904A people and KW:)
hope that everyone who is taking the paper can score.
GOOD LUCK.

TO BABY
GOOD LUCK FOR YOU SECOND LAST PAPER.
I KNOW IS TOUGH BUT,
MAKE FULL USE OF YOUR STRENGHT.

To KW

He say you are better than HIM(you know who am i refering to) a million time
compare to HIM, HE say you have much more sociable than HIM.
hahah.. I was laughing all the way after you guys have left..
more to come when i meet you TMR:)

i have to sleep and got to wake up early for AFD CLASS.
please dun overslept PINKY.

TMR WILL BE a BETTER day:)

DOING something better

2009-08-26T20:18:00.005+08:00

finished revising EXCEL for OFA this coming Friday.. Final examination:)
i faced difficulties while doing PIVOT table and IF absolute cell.. is not i dunno
how to do is the stupid English make blurr like sotong.. lols.. but anw i will
asked Miss Choo for help..TMR DIE DIE oso must go school..

Alone a Starbucks wasn't the initial plans. but is okay since everyone is ~~TIRED~~
.. today weather was awesome and i should have choose to stay at home self
studying.. but guess i doesn't have any determination when i saw my beloved bed
and television.. hahaha.. i could visualise what will mi be if i stay at home.
kinda cannot motivate myself into book anymore.. somehow something is
bothering me and i am struck.. i hope next modules semester will be better.
and should i cut down my hour of working time instead? i need to think about it.
ANW, exam is around the corner and i have to plan over the weekend what
are the things that need to be done. getting out of bed to school is now my
piority!! no mater what i have to get back to life again..
this sentence recalled myself back to the past.

WHY are you in school now? cos i need a certificate in the future.
I have goal right? yes. i want to make my life better next time.
SO, WHAT AM I WAITING FOR? i not sure.
SOMETHING HOLDING YOU BACK? yes.. but i dunno what abut it.
nowaday so lazy? yes.. maybe ..

there is always so much negative things inside my head..i cannot waste anymore time already..

i met this gal at starbucks today.. she was studying too.. and the first impressionwasnt that good. but guess what we sit together afterall:) we talk aboutthe usual things. what course you studying etc.. and found her quite my type:)so decided to exchange phone number as next time we study together.anw. her name is FEL currently studying at TP BUSINESS SCHOOL.. very random post by me.

have to continue later cos boy called .. have to packed.

bye

REVISION time

2009-08-26T00:15:00.002+08:00

Finally i met up with my usual group at starbuck.. manage to finished up
two chapter of BEV and i am joyful now.. seriously all i nid now is simply
just time man.. my expectation dropped to the lowest than i could expect.
i dun wan to hpe for so much when i know my limitation. haa.. of cos is
the process and endurance.. anw.. i have a batch of frens which is super
supportive and helpful.. wish them all the best too.
anw i am tired and got to blog again:)

TO LIMEI
control your temper..

TO KW
take good care of yourself

TO FILNTON
dun keep betting soccer.

TO MEIHONG
i know we have drift a little.. but if you have problems i will be your listener:)

TO BABY
study hard and wish you all the best..

TO MYSELF
you need to do what you supposed to..
FROM NOW!!

my life

2009-08-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

When it gets busy in life, once in a while, like now, I would pause and start
to think about everything that is going on right now. It’s quite an
overwhelming feeling knowing you have a lot of things you would like
to do and have gone ahead to do it. But sometimes, you do question yourself,
“Can I really do all these?”
That’s the problem with a workaholic I guess.
And I don’t know if the outcome would be pleasant if something f*s up.
With lesser time and a tighter schedule, I suddenly feel the distance
between me and the people around me. or perhaps its my insecurities
that I have from time to time.

I wish there was more hours in a day.

Finally last day

2009-08-23T17:00:00.002+08:00

yahoo.. one more day to go before i can have 2 week break.. yea!!
i requested as EXAM THAT KILLER is coming.. which mean that time have flew
so fast.. mean that i have skipped class due to some personal issues and
of cos now i have to go back to my real life.. has been neglected my studies.
bad gal.. nvm.. this two week will boost my knowledge and hope that i could
get back my skill again..

Yest i went RC too replace a Malay gal.. because fasting month for Malay..
how am i going to describe this scenario.. i have fun working in the new
environment. one word shiok. people there are different.. i just like to work in
fast pace company.. i just can say that is make me energetics..

Medicare therapy later..
awesomeshit.

Hiring

2009-08-23T16:49:00.003+08:00

ANYONE INTERESTED?

DOROTHY PERKINS HIRING

CRITERIA: Must be a Women.
Full time or Part-Time
Working either at tampines 1 or Marine Square
Hourly paid from $5.50 to $6.50
Depend on experience.

interested applicant please tag me asap.

examination TIMING

2009-08-19T14:14:00.003+08:00

BEV

7SEP09(MONDAY)

1100AM-0130PM

AFD

8SEP09(TUESDAY)

0300PM-0500PM

exam is getting nearer each day

2009-08-19T12:37:00.005+08:00

a LIST of commitment ahead. let see what going on for the next week.

Working sprees on sat and sun. cancelled my Friday bcos of limei.
BEV chapter 1 - 8. finishing before next week.
Gyming session postpone to Wednesday?. Bcos Monday is my cut off day.
usual group studying on? please updated me asap ok.
NO MORE SKIPPING SCHOOL. same to YOU. i supposed you know who you are.

....

TO SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW I AM REFERRING TO.

I read her blog and finally she realised this is how she is recognised by other people..Frankly speaking, you realised and is not too late. there is still room for improvement.and hope that you know your personality well enough before giving other that impression again.

after talking to limei, i have i different ideas of what church is really like.
somehow i might like the atmosphere of going to church.
which i have been visiting last time but not at the moment now.
i missed going to church when everyone around seem so sincerity's.
it just so different when you are either your work place or in school.
people around you might seem unfriendly at first but eventually they will
show their real side. this is the main reasons why i am so addicted to meet
people that have this personality. which equivalent to what am i sourcing
for. the uniqueness is there and appreciation is there. you would try so hard
to find your belonging and nobody will neglected you when you are are
hopeless. fortunately, someone step into my life and teaches me things which
i didn't met before. i believed this is a grow up point for me to be in the third
categorised. differentiation from the lower and middle range. it mean i have
grown up a little. indulgence the sanity. to the maximum of my limit.

....

THIS SENTENCE CAME ACROSS.

i should have gone oversea to further my studies!!
is just so distracted in Singapore..
too much commitment..
too much inter conflict..
too much task before deadline..
too much issues to bother..
too much assignment and workload to managed..
too much..
too much..

but the same goes over there.
Not sure how well I’ll be able to cope or manage, but nonetheless,
I am keeping a positive mind and hopefully this semester will be an
absolutely fruitful one.
...
bring it on.

JOKE SESSION

our conversation yesterday was regarding our JAPAN TRIP.
i prank him by telling him my school reopen on 1OCT
(i was impacted by babe intentions)
so i decided to pranks him.
here it goes:

me: B, i have something to tell you.
him: what?
me: limei say, school reopens on 1 OCT.
him: huh? 1 OCT
me: yah.. i just knew too.
him: than how?
me: i dunno lei..
him: skipped that week lahs.
me: cannot la. skipped already i sure missed alot of lesson.
than sure cannot cope.
him: huh.. i thought you say school reopens on 12 OCT?
me: i thought also.. i checked the student handbook before
we book the tickets, the book really indicated 12 OCT.
him: than HOW now? WALUA.. now patterns come out.
me: can bring forward or postpone a not?
him: you tell me how? i dunno how sia.. (mumbling)
me: B, bluff you one lahs..
him: %@!#$%$#@$%%$#@.. why suddenly prank me? you think funny huh?
den cancelled lo.. i dont mind one.
me: you really want cancelled meh? you sure?
him: you also got school what.
me: you sure huh? den cancelled lo..
him: ok lo.. i called the terminal later.
me: B, ................. you cannot take joke one lo..
him: you prank me first hor.. idiot..
me: hee.. want to see how much you treasure this trip mah..
him: now you know how much already?
....

END

The worst is he prank me back around 850pm..
The problems is he is so revengeful!!!!!
....
BUT
....
WE ARE PEACE!

i have overdue picture to upload.
all is with limei.
I AM WAITING TILL THE SUN SET.

Overdue pictures cum updatings

2009-08-18T01:25:00.003+08:00

Yes, finally i have touch ball today( for your information is basketball) please
dun mistaken:) lots of fun with the "USUAL" click which i guess most of them
know they are. thanks for the accompany today. even thought i broke my nail
and is fucking painful now. shit. but i totally feel the enjoyment with cliques.
it has been very long since i touch bball. whooo..

while waiting for KW and Limei to reached school today i saw dap and bengbeng
suddenly i feel that the gaps between us is there. super weird and we didnt have
much topic to get into. trying to start with a lame joke but the turnout wasnt
the one that i think. everything seem so different now. and why i always have
this shit coming to me. arent we are fren beforE? but he impression wasnt there
anymore. i feel so terrible now and wanted to go back again to the past. but
this will not happen again anymore. haix.. i guess this is all my fault by neglecting
them in the first place. due to my shelfishness and egotics? regretting now doesnt
even helped much cos it has happen. this is a lesson not to drift your frens when
you have a goal. this is definitely a wrong decision for me to join back basketball.
no matter what.. this would happened again.

some pictures before MIMI leave ADIDAS.

Very recent photos shot.

2009-08-17T08:51:00.002+08:00

EDITED
Currently now in OFA class.. i came cos i need to print my work.. cos miss choo
finished her lesson already.. now just waiting for the biggest day 28 AUGUST
to come.

going off.

Settle lunch at Cafe one with Fiona and Esther.. CMS for today we didnt need
to attend.. super slpy now.. now at MLC using computer while waiting for the
time to arrived and head to BEV .. article date due today.. and is a wonderful
relived.. attend AFD class and realised that i have missed alot can.. practicsing is
more for me now already.. no matter what i need to master account and i know
that all this will pay off is i am willing to.. no more skipped school already:)
daddy is recovery soon and i dun need to accompany his to hospital..
i hope i am not too late for the lesson that i ahve missed.

browsing through facebook, looking at the pictures of my frens and find most of
them changed already. either apppearance of personality.. i feel so great
about it.
i am been disappearing after since i broke my knee.. i guess it has been 2 years
already. i lost everyone contact and fortunate i get back some through internet.
i always miseed those day we have fun in court and enjoying the atmosphere
during the traininf seession.. but all this moment will never happen again anymore
sometimes is really depend on how you handle things and do you really treasure it
maybe i didnt managed well enough ba.. lols.. whatever it is now.. i have branches
of them now. of cos this time round i wont disappeared again. and i am playing
my fav game later this afternoon.. super happy can.. balling wait for me..
the game is on today..

baby sorry for this morning.
dinner session on friday night.
working schedules for this week will be
tue, wed, fri, sat, sun, mon.
i have six more day to go..
JAPAN i am coming.
...

insufficient Time

2009-08-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

BON VOYAGE

ANDY TAN YONG REN

24 hour a day definitely would be enough for me.. esp LIMEI DARLING..
sleep early okay.

finally weekend and burden is down. and i could actually have a good slp..
thanks god.
Shall blog again..

suddenly i missed you so much, so much.

see what i bought:)

2009-08-13T13:39:00.003+08:00

Total cost plus shippment is only

$78.80.

diplomatical

2009-08-13T12:50:00.002+08:00

One day ago
things aren't the way i want but come how it happen again. where did my
determination gone to? have to finish lotsa thingy before everything can back to
normal again. just realised something i doesn't have a clicks around me which
passed me information regarding what has happening. My devil spirit sit beside
my side and i always hear him pouting nonsense near my ear. this will be the
thousands times i have been hearing it. i simply just pissed with the nonsense.
optimistic? indeed, that was the last reasons i will be thinking. i always thought that
they are naive. but i was super ultra wrong. i could never stop thinking about
negative thingy. the way they behaved make me feel awkward and uncomfortable
reasons is people get to their goal with insensitive way and laughing behind your
back. hypocaust behavior, indomitable support , demoralised man. whatever
it is back to my life again.

thingy will go your way..

depend on yourself..

simply get it thru your head..

and realised this will never happen again..

do your part as a human being..

be your real self..

unhappiness will turn away from you..

throughtout the entire life..

being the fact and faced straight to the core..

no mater this done happen..

and nothing can be done..

just be it..

keep finding..

till you find it..

shopping spree:)

Back from work.

2009-08-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

skipped school again.. super bad gal and i guess i missed alot in AFD already..
how to catch up sio?? SO i guess i am going to become a good gal and go school
hee.. starting to do my BEV aritcle and i hope he outcome will turn out to be
what i wanted.. pray hard.. anw chionging for BEV till friday.. and sat and sun
will be a rest day for mi..Friday night,heading to limei house and chionging aritcle:)
whhooo.. look forward.

Bascially, sales was not so bad. at least my boss will be happy after seeing the
result. hmmm shall blog later.

A BIG THANKS TO

Limei for coming to my work place and wait for me to finished my work.
Kokwei for coming to my work place and wait for me to finished my work.
Flinton for coming to my work place and wait for me to finished my work.
...
turn in soon.

SO much overdue pictures

2009-08-12T01:12:00.018+08:00

drained

2009-08-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

Full.. just finished my dinner with baby.. finished edited the PPT and hopefully
it will be better this time round:) too many thing need to be done beyond my limit
i guess that a note book will be fantasise for me now. haha.

went gyming with limei and they settle their dinner cum lunch at century square
together with filton.. poor KW admitted to hospital again. we missed you bro.
anw, today is our ANNIVERSARY day and we are not gonna go anywhere but home
tremulously boring.but we have small talk when lying on the bed. haha.. so happy..

Finally we have finished our presentation and the outcome was not bad sio:)
supper happy now. cos one more workload is down. 3 more articles to go.
BEV exam.AFD exam. and we have holiday soon.
japan is heading nearer each day and i am so excited.. baby are you excited too?
2009 is a year where i planned to be successful..and my goal of life is getting
nearer each day!! it mean that i have become oplder each day.

i shall updated later because school keyboard is pissing me off.
overdue pictures too:)

Finally is done

2009-08-10T05:09:00.001+08:00

look at this fucking timing now!! and i am still awake to do my CMS.
FINALLY everythng is done. thanks everyone for their hard work.

i understand and know that i am not a all rounder person. as people tends to think
i am super high self-esstem and high confidence in what i do. yes i admit that.
but i would want to speak for myself, i work a way to a extend to achieved
my goal. people feel difference way and see different things in me.
what i can say is that i have done my very best to make everyone satisfy. regardless
of any issues.

i am exhausted and seriously need some fucking rest.
please pray hard on TUE CMS presentation.
night.shagger.

Just Hate This.

2009-08-09T02:03:00.000+08:00

looking at the time and i am supposed to be on my beloved bed but my butt cant
leave the surveillance chair for a second. frank enough i hate last min work.
that must be god punishment for mi. as i keeping skipping school without a good
reasons. NOW, i will suffered back all the un-necessary and un-wanted
issues. TMR, another FULL shift again. gosh. definitely i committed too much saint.
holyshit. my head is bursting now and lack of ideas. i need innovation ideas right
now right here. i given to the extends that i might not be able to do well for
this presentation. seriously my six sense are firm and strong this time. but i
always believed in mircale cming toward me the very last min. i know there will
always be mircale coming out on the particular day. people. do pray hard and
i know that WE as a group can do it as the same on that last min meeting.
we shall see.
i know you guys have a hard time and everyone felt the same too. but just a
simple and nice sentence to all.

JIAYOU AND WE KNOW WE CAN. WE CAN!!

OverDue Photo

2009-08-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

After BEV class

i guess we are too bored.

nice photo shot:)

the same FOUR.

Random shot:)

with babe.

A wonderful day with my cliques.

can you believed we have consistence meeting each others since

dunno when?

a simply love them so much.

cos we have joke fun laughter and joy:)

yeah..

more to come babes.

staking, swimming, gyming, drinking

oh yah..

balcony lepak.

KTV.

so much can..

YOGA will be the best slacking time for us.

tampines usual place. super windy.

see, know what i mean by what we have gone through?

awesome cliques.

shall we meet up soon:)

LONG JOHN SLIVER

for dinner.

fattering yeah.

so guys. run more on gyming day.

calorie shall burn as each day passed.

whoo..

we always have so random and daring

photo shot.

we are simply so daring and tremdously

loud can.

hahaha.

esp.

LIMEI.

Brain storming and draining day before AFD EXAM.

alright shall say we have put in all

our effort.

the paper is just

meticulous.

killer's paper.

anw.

is over and shall moved on man.

enjoy the photo shot.

The very first pictures that we take together
small kids young people
and old lady.
lols.
we are all sider.

Edited

I skipped AFD today to accompany Limei for her FTT. KW too. we didnt skipped

unwilling anw. and i a good skipped as finally Limei passed her FTT.

Haha. Congrat TEO LIMEI and her TP will be on NOV 26 2009.

I wish you all the best in your TP.

I have my hair cut done today and seriously nowaday the salon is like killing

singapore money. my hair now doesnt look any different but just a little

shorter. cutted because of my stupid corn perm. and i swear to the god that

i wont be doing the corn perm again anymore.

travelling from east to north, north to west, west to east again. today was like

super tired for mi. and my leg is aching terrible can. thanks baby for the

massage.

i paiseh them and went to mit baby. sorry guys.

but i still love you all.

Another Fruitful Day

2009-08-06T11:43:00.000+08:00

Skipped morning class and head straight to AFD CA.. paper was a killer to all..
paragraph was killing my brain cell throughout the whole seesion. i believed
that everyone has the same thinking as mine. even though i spend so much
time on AFD the previous day at starbuc. to me, it seem that it doesnt help
much at all. whatever it is now. just simply wait for the result to be out.
morever, there are much more things to settle after the exam. Article x3
CMS research still hasnt done:(

THANKS people who come to my work place and accompany mi:)
seriously appreciated for the accompany.
Attn: Awesome Pictures will upload soon:)

TO LIMEI
wish you all the best later:) for your FTT.

TO KW
timothy say nice to meet you too:)

I drag myself to school today to attend OFA class. but gonna skipped AFD
class later. cos shall accompany limei to have her FTT done. eventually
i am gonna have my hair cut done today as i feel my hair is getting more
like grass each day. super annoying but i will get it done today. yeah.
as well as i am visiting my parent today too:0 super long didnt see them
already. so many things gonna be done today. oh yah. article gonna finished
and hand in for consultation. i simply just head words. cos reading article
mean reading dictionary can!!! i wonder one newspaper article - how many
time must mi flip through to find and know a words. damn. realised that
there are still room for improvement. why i am not a street smart person??
how i wish i could be. but you never know practice make perfect anw.
shall edit more later.
cos OFA class ending soon.

SPECIAL EDITION

i saw that BASTARD today in some where in the school. FUCK THAT PERSON
please dun act one kind in front of mi. cos you are simply a jerk to me.

Starbuck revising day:)

2009-08-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

hello reader, just reached home not long as me KW limei and filton staying up so late to
practice AFD. one word to say. stressed up and killing my brain cell. finished all the past
year paper and so some revision. including KW paper. some i mean. wish everyone
good luck ESP limei.

thanks KW for being the joke of the day. YOGA and MANJONG?? lols.. brighten up my day
anw. haha..

i am gonna sleep now cos i am super tired.
bye my frens.

To limei.
pls slp early.

To KW
take care.

To filton
stop laughing at people.

To my Baby
i love you nights.

Over one Night make a difference

2009-08-04T13:00:00.000+08:00

CMS meeting was done yesterday, i guess everyone has dOne their part.
A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL.
a super big relief from now as things started to get done soon. tmr, AFD CA
and hope that everything just went smoothly.

limited edition

over the night, i have been thinking alot throughout everything single things.
and realised that being a human being i am such a failure. i wonder why i have
become to a stage where things arent going th way i wanted anymore. this just
simply hurting when i heard that. and i started to think about the sentence
over and over again. too much attention needed, too much emotional involved,
shouldnt have know it and shouldnt have embrace myself for being such a person
nothing wrong with them is just simply my bloody fault for being such a influence
and being such a asshole.in my own shoe i cannot put a knife on their neck to
asked them to be a part of me. but what i can do is just simply be myself.
opportunity is there and if oneday you realised you have missed the chance who
cross your life before i guess is time to think whether are you suitable for this
circle. in he world of society and people invloved too much things already. just a
few world or a explanation is seriously not enough cover what you have done eariler
all matter is how you mandle things in the way of people favours? must you do
things to favours people if you thinks that is wrong? become a hypocrite? when
each day passed, people will realised that you arent truth and tends to leave you
and betrayed you.nobody can act as they are their ownself! everyone is hypocrite.
believed all leave it. is up to you.

TO A PERSON WHO BETRAYED ME.

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. U ARE JUST A LOUSY FUCKING PERSON. STOP TELLING THINGS WHICH YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO. JERK. FUCK . SERVED YOU RIGHT.

STUPID blog

2009-08-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

blogger is making me fucking pissed! i dunno how many time i have to change my templates again and again which is uncountable can. stupid blogger. whatever anw. tmr start school again and mr will be our CMS project first meeting. wish us luck:)

two day full shift.. didnt manage to touch my AFD holy shit. i am gonna die will fear on wed but no worries.. pinky i do it man.
feeling quite tired now and i am haeding to the bathe room and have a fabulous shower:) and of cos start revising for my work:)

nites ladies.

TO LIMEI
you better catch some sleep!! if not i will see PANDA.

Sudden Thoughts

2009-08-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

suddenly i have these thinking about my future.. i wonder what could i been as next time?
accountancy? or some others job status? whose who maybe i could become a billionaire?
who know i might open and launched a shop by myself. but why am i struggling everyday
to pursude things which i cant even see in the future? does things come and go just like wine?
there are so many why i wonder asked. but who will be the one telling me all these? or
who can find the related sources? and this issues came across my mind plently of times.
which definietly is uncountable. i wanted so much things in live and nothing seem to appear
in my life? when could things come along? how long can i wait? and of course, i neglected my studies 2 year ago.. waste of time can. why i am so imature at that point of time? why must
things happened than i stated to think for my future. why why why? haix. i am trying so
hard to get the life i wanted. and bhope that everything will goes smoothly when i reached 25 year old. i no longer young anymore. is really time to planned for it. not pouting but make
it reality. baby you will always be there for me right. i knew you will. and i believe you will
be the one spending the rest of my life. failed to plan is to plan to failed. pinky is planning
for her future and it will be bright.. good opportunity, good prospect, good propersity.

PINKY ALTAR TIMOTHY

28/10/10

Audi Ubi OPENING

suffocated

this is the second time

Audi mania

The Day we Spent the Most together

lack of updating

HOUSE WARMING:)

Anniversay, valentine day, happy new year

AH MEI concert

some funny pictures last year

wedding dinner

last day of the working week

exhausted

Mon blue

last day in the week

office

New Year Resolution

TOO bored

with LOVE

21st birthday

12 dec at neverland

overdue japan trip pictures

blue day

long posted

contradistinctive

JAPAN TRIP

i'm back

chilled out with babe

sobbing

result

while waiting for him

anticipating

A memories of him to me. peace

day after day

back from work

another night

too much FOOD

another night

FOR YOU

A STARRY NIGHT

ONLY MESSAGE

OFF day

OVERDUE PICTURE DURING THE GYM

Emotional

fussy

anniversary

Scrolling Browsing.

Exam OVER

ONLY FOR **LIMEI**

i love AIJIA

good girl

i found THIS in surprised:)

ANYONE wanna watch?

NEED alot of revising

WATCH THIS

too bORED

WATCH THIS

CHLOE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

I want it SO BADLY

OFA done

In LOVE

A day i never spend before

DOING something better

REVISION time

my life

Finally last day

Hiring

examination TIMING

exam is getting nearer each day

Overdue pictures cum updatings

insufficient Time

see what i bought:)

diplomatical

Back from work.

SO much overdue pictures

drained

Finally is done

Just Hate This.

ONLY FOR LIMEI